SoftThistle Life

Stuck in a rut

LifeMarylin2 Comments

I've been in a slump the past few weeks. As the clocks go back and it gets darker I feel myself getting more lethargic, having less energy and generally feeling in much more of a can't be f*cked type of mood. You know what though? I'm soooo over it.

I hate being in a rut. We're settled here now and I should be ENJOYING our new home instead of slobbing around in it. Don't get me wrong, the place is still clean, dishes are always done and there's clean clothes etc, but I've not been taking care of myself as much as I should be.

Too many late nights and awful mornings, too many afternoons where I just decide I will have a rest as I'm so tired, and then I can't sleep at night again. Vicious circle much? So tomorrow I have to be up early to make a call. I want to be showered and dressed etc before I make this 9am call, so I will have to be up at 8am at least.

God help me! I haven't been up and dressed at that time since about a week after we moved in here!

Time to get my butt in gear and be the person I want to be, instead of the one who spends too much time in front of the computer and not enough time being an actual human being.

New start tomorrow, but it will start tonight. I'm going to bed. BEFORE midnight. I will not tweet from my bed, I will GO TO SLEEP.

Now.

I'm going.

Really.

Night!