You know when you just want to write and write to your heart's content? That feeling like you have so much to give, so much to get out of your head, that you can't wait to sit down and finally be able to get it all out?
That's how I've been feeling lately.
I know, it doesn't seem that way from the State of the Blog, does it?
That's because when I actually do sit down to write, I have no idea how to start.
I have no idea what I want to write.
I just have this complete mental block.
And I don't even know where to begin!
I don't even know *what* it is that I want to write about, I just know that I need to.
I have the urge to type, and to write, to fill pages and pages of my various journals, but I don't actually sit down to do it.
Even during those times when I do have the time to sit and write, I don't.
I faff around on facebook, twitter, catching up on blog reading and watching tv or movies.
I'll do anything *but* sit down to write.
It's so frustrating, this feeling of so desperately *wanting* to write, but not being able to get anything out.
I have so many half-ideas swirling around in my head.
I *know* I can write well.
I just can't seem to put anything I think into the right words, so I don't even bother.
So yeah, I'm a bit frustrated at the moment.
A bit frustrated that I can't get out these amazing half-ideas that I know I have in me, waiting to get out.
But I know it'll pass.
Hopefully once the boys are back in school this wee brain of mine will get back into gear and let me write.
On the upside, Max and Zack had a BATH together this evening! For the first time ever!
My two boys, playing in the bath together for almost half an hour!
I think I can safely say he's progressing really well compared to at the beginning of the year!
So I'll celebrate that and just let things be for now on the writing front.
And hopefully that mojo will be back sooner rather than later!
Though in saying that, I'm still writing more than I have for a while, so that's a definite plus!
We're all getting there, in our wee family.
All in our different ways.
Moving onwards and upwards!
Lets hope it keeps going that way!