I am on my own.
Completely, totally and utterly on my own here.
My parents, though they live close, just can’t help the way they’d want to, they just don’t keep well enough.
I don’t have any friends yet.
I have no one to turn to.
No one to stop and chat with up the high street.
No one to go for a night out with.
No one to bring in the New Year with.
I am on my own here.
I wonder how long I’ll feel that way.
I hope it’s not long.
I need it to not be too long.
I don’t function well without people around.
People to talk to.
People to have fun with.
People to drink with.
People to do nothing with.
I am on my own,
and it sucks.
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November 13, 2009 at 11:49 am
((hugs))
thanks hun x
((((((to you!!!))))) Could you find out local happenings? Maybe there is a mom’s club around or something? A local pub? If you get to know some moms, maybe you could do play days were you take hers for a day or even 1/2 a day and then she takes yours. It gives you time for YOU. Then you can babysit each others and YOU CAN GO OUT! You need to find a way to BE AROUND PEOPLE! A verse in the Bible says in order to HAVE friends, you must BE one. You’re never gonna meet anyone staying in your house, Sweetie!
Get a local paper. See events. Go to the library…a movie? Smile at people – you have a great one!
We’re here to listen to you ….and give virtual hugs
Thank Cel, I’m trying my best to talk to people from nursery etc, and getting out and about as much as possible with the kids in the hopes I bump into people to strike up conversations with. I’m getting there, just need to be patient – totally not my strongpoint >_<