Friday
Oct302009
Can I do this?
Friday, October 30, 2009 at 10:24PM
I want to move on. To find someone else. I do.
But. (there’s always a but isn’t there?)
I don’t want to let myself get hurt again.
I don’t want to let anyone in enough for that to happen.
So I blow hot and cold all the time.
I guess it’s my defence mechanism?
It’s only been 4 months.
Is that enough time?
In every other aspect of my life I’m happy, I’ve moved on, I’m me again.
But another relationship?
I’m scared I’ll fall flat on my face.
I guess there’s only one way to find out...
But. (there’s always a but isn’t there?)
I don’t want to let myself get hurt again.
I don’t want to let anyone in enough for that to happen.
So I blow hot and cold all the time.
I guess it’s my defence mechanism?
It’s only been 4 months.
Is that enough time?
In every other aspect of my life I’m happy, I’ve moved on, I’m me again.
But another relationship?
I’m scared I’ll fall flat on my face.
I guess there’s only one way to find out...




Reader Comments (6)
Only if you're ready to hun. ((((hugs))))
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big hugs hun.
I think I am... time will tell I suppose.
Thanks sweety x
I agree with Barbara and if you feel ready then what is time?
I imagine it is difficult, fear of getting hurt and having 2 children add complications . I hope Mr right is just around the corner
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I hope so, but I don't want to get my hopes up. >_<