From the category archives:

Ponderings

Making plans… ish

November 22, 2009 Ponderings

I wouldn’t change what’s happened to me in the past. Sure there have been some pretty shit times, but each and every wrong turn I’ve taken has helped to shake who I am. I am a firm believer that we learn from our mistakes. If we didn’t we’d go through life treating people horribly. I [...]

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If I had been in Dundee…

November 20, 2009 Ponderings

Then tonight I would have seen New Moon. I would have had two awesome friends babysitting the boys. I would have been able to let my hair down and gone out for a drink afterwards. I would have been able to go to the 24 hour store to pick up the new Sims 3 expac. [...]

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Oh you’ll have someone else by then!

November 16, 2009 Ponderings

That’s something I hear a lot of when I talk about my boys growing up, becoming teenagers and thinking that I’ll most likely have to handle that on my own. You know what though? I don’t agree. I am liking living on my own. I can do what I like (to a certain extent!) and [...]

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Stuck in a rut

November 15, 2009 Ponderings

I’ve been in a slump the past few weeks. As the clocks go back and it gets darker I feel myself getting more lethargic, having less energy and generally feeling in much more of a can’t be f*cked type of mood. You know what though? I’m soooo over it. I hate being in a rut. [...]

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What path should I take?

November 14, 2009 Ponderings

Every day I sit down to blog, and every day I can’t think of anything to write for a while. I check emails, I Plurk, I Tweet, I play Farmville and Cafe World on Facebook – anything to procrastinate. It’s not that I don’t have things swirling around my head to write about. More like [...]

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This is how I’ve been feeling today…

November 13, 2009 Ponderings
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Stark Realizations

November 12, 2009 Ponderings

I am on my own. Completely, totally and utterly on my own here. My parents, though they live close, just can’t help the way they’d want to, they just don’t keep well enough. I don’t have any friends yet. I have no one to turn to. No one to stop and chat with up the [...]

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NaNoWriMo envy

November 11, 2009 Ponderings

So there are a lot of people doing NaNoWriMo this month. I have pondered trying it over the last couple of years, but I just don’t think I have that kind of stamina for writing, never mind the creativity needed for it. I don’t have a creative writer’s bone in my body! I think eh [...]

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