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feelings

If I had been in Dundee…

November 20, 2009 Ponderings

Then tonight I would have seen New Moon.
I would have had two awesome friends babysitting the boys.
I would have been able to let my hair down and gone out for a drink afterwards.
I would have been able to go to the 24 hour store to pick up the new Sims 3 expac.
I would have been [...]

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Oh you’ll have someone else by then!

November 16, 2009 Ponderings

That’s something I hear a lot of when I talk about my boys growing up, becoming teenagers and thinking that I’ll most likely have to handle that on my own.
You know what though? I don’t agree. I am liking living on my own. I can do what I like (to a certain extent!) and I [...]

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Stark Realizations

November 12, 2009 Ponderings

I am on my own.
Completely, totally and utterly on my own here.
My parents, though they live close, just can’t help the way they’d want to, they just don’t keep well enough.
I don’t have any friends yet.
I have no one to turn to.
No one to stop and chat with up the high street.
No one to go [...]

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I am who I want to be

November 7, 2009 feelings

It’s a friday night (yes I’m writing this the next day), and I’m in on my own.
Step Up 2 is on tv, so I crank up the volume and sing and dance around my living room to my heart’s content.
I cook what I fancy when I fancy it – yesterday was cheeseburgers and fries, omnomnom!
I [...]

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Dammit why me?

October 29, 2009 Rants

Here’s the thing. I kinda like someone. (hello someone)
This is the first guy I’ve liked since the split.
I DON’T KNOW WHAT THE HELL I’M DOING.
He lives in another freakin’ country.
So obviously, it just ain’t gonna happen.
Do you know how much that sucks?
Big Time.
I guess at least that means I am totally ‘over it’ as far [...]

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Reflection

October 11, 2009 Relationships

Today is my youngest son’s birthday. He is two years old.
So much has happened in the time since he was born I have found it difficult to not think about it all. Busy trying to stay happyhappy and buoyed up for the boys, when really part of me just wanted to slink off into a [...]

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